Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Sleeping pills and a computer

So I really did want to start blogging, but was scared to really write a post so thanks to a little ambian, that first post was brought to you and I dont even remember writing it! :)

30 Days of Truth

I am jumping on the band wagon here and this will be my first post to maybe help me get into the blog world! Hopefully I stay with this and it can turn into something more! FINGERS CROSSED XOXO

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

Something you hate about your self..........
hummm so many to chose from, I hate how passive I am about most stuff. I don't speak my mind when I should or stand up for myself which then gives people the opportunity to walk all over me! This is something I am trying to work on, the last few month I have been looking at life a lot differently and learning to say no to people and not worry about what they think of me or if they are not going to like me anymore! I feel that me being overly passive has held me back in so many ways in life. I haven't gotten the credit at work I think I deserve, I have a hard telling the people I care about how much they mean to me. And I don't tell the people who have done me wrong how they affect me which just allows them to do it over again!