What would you attemt to do if you knew you could not fail?

Elle Macpherson

Hurt

I need a little rant before I say something out loud I cant take back! I want to cry right now about what just happened! I am used to being blamed for things or accused of things in my house, it doesn't bother me because its normal, but when I walk in the door and the first thing out of my fathers mouth is accusing me of something I would NEVER do and then someone else gives me a look of discuss and says if I did it I better fess up, it hurts! It hurts that this person has never trusted me or given me any benefit of doubt in my life, almost every memory I have some how involves some awful comment or accusation even as a very little kid. I had hoped that after 28 years this person would finally see that I am not this "loser" they have always thought I would turn out to be but I guess she still does. I love my parents and I know they both believe in me I just wish they would stand up for me or not put me in these situations when they are visiting. Maybe I am over reacting right now but now I cant stop crying.

Rain Rain Go Away

This post is a little late, this last week I hardly found time to do anything between work and my car breaking down. I was able to do my last minute Christmas shopping on Wednesday night it was stressful to say the least! I had a great Christmas break with my family, my grandparents are visiting from phoenix and they are considering moving to Corona so my parents can give them the help they need! I am super excited about this idea....I have grown up with no extended family near by we have moved throughout my childhood and have never lived very close to family. In ways I have never gained that bond with my grandparents that other kids get when they live close! But its not to late and I would love spending time with them and doing stuff for them! This is also something I fear in my future is that when I have kids I want them to have grandparents near by so they are close to them and always have that attachment! My parents always say they want to move but I don't want them too I want them to always be a short drive away, preferably less than 10 mins. :)

Ok so as everyone knows California got alot of rain this last week blahhhhhhh I hate the rain, it did manage to let up for a few days and we had a very nice SoCal Christmas! Last weekend we headed to the dessert to do some camping and riding we were out by California City, which I still dont know where exactly that is! The first few hours we were there is was perfect a little mist but not to cold or windy. Then I said the "w" word and it was alllll over the rain and the wind came and ruined our little trip. The next morning we got up and packed up and came home! When we got back to Corona/Riverside it was nice but then the rain came here and NEVER STOPPED! Here are a few pictures from the weekend!

 Burrrrrr its cold....

 Trying to take a pictures when your shaking makes it blurry

 The boys packing up the bikes

 Goodbye camp

 when we got back to riverside we thought Albertos would be the only thing that would do!

Then we hit up Racers Pub for a "friendly" game of shuffle board!

Keith had to put his mark on the place, I put one in the girls bathroom :)

I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas and was safe and warm! 

XOXO

Tressa

Jester BASE Arrest

I saw this on Alfonso's facebook page and had to steal it!

Top 2 Favorite Games

The Undomestic Momma

Top 2 Favorite Games

My family loves card games....I hate them! There are only a few games I am willing to play!

1. Skip-Bo----Its fast and fun I can play a few games in a row before I get bored with this one

2. Pictionary--- I never thought I would like this game being how shy I am and not wanting to stand out in a group but I found I am actually pretty good at it! I don't think I will be playing this any time soon again but the next time it does come up I wont count myself out!

Just another manic MONDAY!

Oh why are the weekends never long enough?

I felt like this weekend was so short last thing I remember it was 7:30 Friday night and I was finally leaving the office after a full 12 hours stuck there, and the next thing I knew I was getting a panic phone call this morning at 6:30 from one of my drivers saying our office dog Roxy ran away!

I really sucked at taking pictures this weekend, but I really didn't do anything that was picture worthy either!

Friday night after getting off work I just wanted a beer! That didn't happen after meeting my man and his friend for dinner at Miguel's, I ended up passing out on his couch about two minutes, what a wasted night! But it did feel good to sleep! Saturday morning we took Roxy to Chino Hills to her vet appointment, and after cleaning up the throw up in my back seat of my car we headed back to Keiths so he could organize his garage. That night we went to his friends house and watched the UFC fights, and then I convinced them to go to the little hole in the wall bar called Racers Pub so I could do some stalking and try to find my best friends baby daddy who supposedly hangs out there!

Sunday the boys went riding up in Skyline, I must say the weather this weekend was AMAZING. It was in the 80's no wind I think that is a perfect December day if you ask me! (sorry all my midwest friends) I stayed home and did laundry and visited with my old H.S. friend Cheryl for awhile, she stopped by and is about to have a little baby in two weeks! I am excited for her she looked so cute and happy! While I was showering my dad came and knocked on the door and said Keith as here and he had been in an accident :( my poor baby! I think we are going to start a contest who can get the most scars from dirt bike riding JK MOM!!!! My mom tried to clean him up as best she could, I feel so bad for him wish I could make him feel better!

And I don't even want to talk about today it was one of those crazy Mondays got to work at 7 didn't take a lunch, and I am exhausted! I hope everyone had a fun safe weekend! Here is to another week!!!

Fill in the blank Friday

The Little Things We Do

1.   i wish I got paid more and didn't work as much

2.  yesterday I worked, and then was supposed to go to my friends open house in Redlands at her work, but I got off work late, ran home got ready and then got on the freeway and of course the 91 was a dead stop. I ended up turning around and going home after I went 2 exits in 20 minutes.

3.  today I will I have a bunch of quotes I need to get done for work and didn't have any clue how I will accomplish them all in one day!

4.  tomorrow I will sleep in and then go with Melissa to pick out a Christmas Tree!

5.  maybe I will clean my room and do all my laundry this weekend, and hopefully fit in some christmas shopping too!

7.  i love summer and water, this winter has already been to long bring on the heat!

6.  someday I will learn everything I need to know for my job and be and expert at what I do like my friend Melissa I look up to her and wish I would have been smart enough to learn from the best when I had the chance!